please just one more time i need to be held i don’t want to cry but that’s all i feel i can do i want you i want you back i need you to touch me i need anyone to hold me and touch me and hug me and make me feel okay and wanted and i wish i had a boy to love i had one i started to but i don’t believe in jesus or god so he left me after i had my first blackout night and cried a lot and so i scared him away i guess i just need to be good enough without god i want someone to love me more than clouds.
you do NOT owe your family a visit this holiday season. don’t let people, family or not, guilt you into spending time with them if they are toxic, make you uncomfortable, or are negative aspects in your life.
don’t feel guilty for protecting yourself and your mental health this holiday season.
fucking fuck fuck all over the place fuck in my eyes fuck in the air fucking fuckface fucker fuck yourself you fucking fuckwad jesus fuck fuck FUCK